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could this be the end
of everything that i wanted
could this be the end
of everything i once knew
swallow it down
it chokes in your throat
theyre starting to fall now
stand in the rain
in your solitude

solitude

youre the last thing that i think of
before i close my eyes at night
and in the morning when i wake
youre the first thing on my mind
i know i cant have everything
and knowing thats alright
ill be watching you from far away
ill think of you tonight

behind the clear white board
on the wall
lies the thousands of scars and cuts
that bleed unnoticed
under the mask
under the blank slate
look closely
and youll see the blood
seeping through



so... when youre the last one left... maybe it is best to forget. why does it feel like 2001 all over again? when you take that large of a fall maybe you never can move on.

to be honest, i hate you. i despise you. i cant stand you. all the little things that you do drive me fucking crazy. and you dont know when to stop. you just keep going and going and going. youve gone past the line. youre going to go straight into that fucking wall. so spare us all. just kill yourself. take a gun. blow your fucking brains out. please. and the next time i look in a mirror, just disapear.

for all the blood and the rush.
its for the adrenaline.
its for the pain.
the hurt.
so when we die.

we.die.young.